1.14.13

This morning my practice was to sleep through with my period. I still have questions about how many days this bleeding seems to keep me from physical practice, but I suppose its for the best.  I have a sense of just having built up momentum to figure something out, like the way I freak out at regular intervals in my practice, and then my period comes around and I'm back to starting over again.  Maybe its about the rhythm of starting over -- something that I seem to have to do all the time.  Because of children, because of injury, because.... and maybe its about remembering that the physical practice is just a way into the primary goal of focus.